Adjustment
May 18th, 2007 by lisa
This week has been odd. I’ve felt completely out of sorts now that I don’t have a set schedule. I’m not complaining though. Routine gets on my nerves. However it’s feels odd having total control over my time now.
It’s not that I haven’t been busy. Paul and I have been accomplishing plenty business-related stuff and making sure we’ll have the money we need to get through the next couple of months while the business takes off - and it will take off, make no mistake about that.
Tuesday, I was sitting in our car in the parking lot while Paul went into the library. I’m still dealing with emotions about that situation and I just didn’t want to go inside. I was enjoying the lovely afternoon and watching a robin hop around on the grass. I took a couple of photos. And then I just sat there and felt the day surround me. I felt good, if a bit melancholy.
Lately it’s been difficult not to just sleep all day. Maybe I’m a bit depressed. Nah, can’t be. I’m not unhappy. In fact, I feel better now than I have in a long time. Maybe I need more iron. Maybe I just need to find the flow and go with it.
Ah well, plenty of good food, good music, good reading and getting things done will keep me busy, happy and grounded. Time to make some magic.
